Thursday, May 24, 2012
Haven't been aunt agony for a looooooong time.
It's very tiring and I might grumble here and there...
But I dont really mind if I can help.
Anyway... Everything aside.
"I kept thinking about you lately.
Trying to figure out something that I don't quite understand.
I have a new understanding of you though,
But I don't like how I feel about it.
Oh well, I guess it takes some time to get used to.
I just wanna say...
L. H. "
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
很多時候，我都不開心。
以前的發洩方式，是抨擊任何一個惹到我的人。
可是現在長大了，
不知不覺學會了甚麼不開心的事都往肚子里吞。
甚麼都要忍，甚麼都要撇。
甚麼都不能說。
甚麼都靠自己。
因為原本最親的人都不會諒解。
只會用他們自己所謂的對與錯來下定論。
Monday, May 21, 2012
The simple things that I like...
Food!!!
Love lok lok!!! Yay!
Labels: Lok lok
felt like saying nothing.
so many avenues to rant,
but no nice platforms to vent.
i've been thinking about it recently,
thinking too often nowadays.
i kept wondering,
and yet i dont want to be wondering.
it's not what i want...
not what i should want,
but i cant shake off that feeling.
they are confused,
i think i'm just as confused.
over the years,
i've learnt to put on a facade and simply pretend when i feel defensive.
i've learn to keep my silence and not air my thoughts and feelings,
because not putting them into words means they arent real.
at least not real enough to have shape or evidence or anything.
i think sometimes i wanna avoid facing what i dont wanna face...
which is why i skip a meet-up or two..
because the closest people can always tell how i feel...
just by the words i say...
so tricky and so easy....
but yet,
there are some things that i dont really wanna talk about.
not now, not ever.
