Thursday, June 30, 2005
did i tell you how much i dont like jo??!
going out with her is a pleasure and a pain!!
i think siyin would have agree with me k!
she's the one who's ALWAYS splurging when we are not around.
but whenever we go out with her,
we'll be the ones splurging.
and yesh.. all thanks to her,
i spent about 130 to 150 bucks today.
oh manz! i'm such a spendthrift!!
i ought to be shot manz!!
i bought this anna sui perfume and this halter top which i quite like it.
would have bought the pink one if they had the correct size.
but oh well,
not regrets not buying something pink too =D
ok, i'm supposed to have lots of things to do tomorrow.
but now, everything's a bit jumbled up.
but one thing is for sure,
i'm definitely going to min's house to tan and swim.
ok, i seriously need to wake up early to go to school to pay up my fees.
WAKE UP!!
i'm set to go to school next week,
hopefully i'll be much more hardworking this semester.
well, i need to be.
have to do something to pull my pathetic grades up.
oh well.... *yawnz*
i'm off to my dream land.. =)
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
weeeeee!! soo happy! finally met up with min and linda today, and of course, with pris, sok and shirlynn!! =) you know what happens when so many girls get together? yupz! you'll get a market!! hehehe..
we went to cine for it's suki sushi buffet =) oh manzz.. this is like the second sushi buffet for this month. i'm still so stuffed!! sok said our age is showing.. sighz. maybe ah.. since we used to eat so much more. i think after the first half an hour, i'm more or less gone. i just sat there and stone and bicker with shirlynn and trying to murder min. haha.. basically, i was just trying to create some noise!! =X
went to shop after that and i bought a new top =) sok and i bought this belt that i like very much and it's cheap =) yey!! ok, didnt buy much things cos i'm in DIRE NEED to save money!! my bank account is draining faster than i expected. i'm so dead!
i really enjoyed myself thoroughly with the girls =) ok... we must get together AGAIN before the 2 tai tais have to fly back k =)
went to min's house to slack and play bridge after that. we really looked like 4 pigs laying around. =X i think i'm really suffering from indigestion. after like almost 8 hours, i'm still burping sushi.. ewww... DISGUSTING!!
havent been feeling well ever since i got back from thailand. have been puking for the past 3 days.. if not, i'll be having this splitting headache that makes me feel as if my head is swollen. having a slight fever now and my throat hurts like crazy when i woke up for the past few days. the thought of doing rambling tomorrow just make things worse. actually, i really dont feel like working these few days. i just feel like going out with my friends since most of us are free lately, and spend more time with them before school starts. sighz. i'll try to give away tomorrow... hopefully. sighz.
sick.
cough, fever, sore throat, headache.
what else...
sighz
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Horoscope of 28th June 2005
Someone's trying to force your hand. Rather than upping the ante, follow your instinct and fold. You know you always start blinking rapidly or grimacing crazily when you try to bluff.
Isn't it exhausting to try and be the person in charge all the time? Why not sit back and let the universe drive -- just this once? Who knows? You may enjoy the experience so much that you decide to do it more often. And really, sometimes the arrangements that the universe comes up with are ever so much more appropriate than the ones you try to wrench into place. You may hate to admit it, but you know it's true. So relax and put your feet up.
There is no reason to think this person is your only option. As they say, there are a lot of fish in the sea. And a great percentage of those fish are single.
****
*yawnz*
i'm so tired.
i laughed so much from the conversation with yanmei and yeli at cck mrt station that my stomach hurts.
how corny and horny can 3 girls get...
oh manz!!
you can never imagine!!!
saw herry there and he got dragged into our jokes.
sometimes, the questions that i asked can be so diaozz..
that even he,
was embarrassed by it. bleahz!!!
ok, i've got so much to say but i promised that i wouldnt.
muahahahaha..
it's good to know that someone's "worse off" then me!!
oh yesh!!
it's definitely good!!
lalalalalala...
my dear's last day today.
sighz.
i'll miss you and your small little boobz =X
yeah.. thank God it's her last day..
if not, she'd kill me for that sentence.
=Þ
Sunday, June 26, 2005
i miss dear yirang.
ok, the last time i saw yirang was at the wake. that was like.. EONS ago.. i miss that woman so much! ok, not to mention that her crappiness always brightens up my day. the things that we can bitch about is unbelievable and i can still remember the 'butt' joke about our ms butterfly lor =X muahaha...
she's not the closest friend that i have, but definitely one of the bestest, most hilarious, lamest, crapiest, and SLOWEST that i ever had. she'll always torture with her last minute preparation for this singing event and that singing event, and i'll have to rack my poor brain to think of something for her. i love the times when she had tuition just at the block beside my house and then she'll drop by after that for dinner. did i tell you that my mum is bias?? she always cooked a lot more things when yirang is coming over. so sianz.
hm... i miss her i miss her i miss her!!
it seems like yesterday when you made me cry by sticking a chewing gum in my hair
if only things were different..
***
*yawnz* tired.
dont feel like working that much.
busy week ahead,
really looking forward to the chalet though =)
gannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn n lippppppppppppppppppp!
you all better think of something!!!!
chinese com on monday. rambling tomorrow.
sighz.
TC script to be memorised. oh manz!
i wanna do SA.
ok, that shall motivate me!
Friday, June 24, 2005
sherylene and i in the bus =)
look at those beessssss!!
my youngest aunt with the princess of the family =)
the kids with my aunt's mother-in-law and my beloved grandpa =))
a picture with my reckless tut-tut driver and his tut-tut =D
i love this crazy pic. sherylene and i almost wanted to murder zann yi!!!
my favourite pic with yi =)
bangkok. on the flight home.
****
did i mention that he's cute?
muahahaha...
but too bad,
no more pretty boys.
lalala...
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
hm... sometimes, we just like to steal things from people's blog. i'm sure prisc loves me so much, she wont mind *grinz*
thanx girl... =)
No person will purposely have a change of heart. At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you. But when he doesn't love you anymore, he really doesn't love you anymore. When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't.
Same goes, when he loves you no more, there is no way he can pretend he loves you. When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you, you must ask yourself if you still love him. If you also don't love him anymore, don't ever not let him leave just to save your pride.
If you still love him, you should wish him happiness, and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it. If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him. And if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?
Love is not possessive. If you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin. But the moonlight still shines upon you. In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person. Let him become a permanent memory in your life.
When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him, you only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you.
Being away from each other is a type of test. If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat.
Real love will never become hate... "
yesh! i'm back! =) *smilez*
back from my not-that-enjoyable trip to thailand. sighz. just on the 3rd day, and most of my cousins were down with food poisoning. oh.. did i mention that there were about 40 people in the tour group, and among them, there were 16 of us from the same family =) *grinz* we are forever the biggest group in the tour group. muahahaha... sometimes, it can be fun, but most of the time, it can be a big problem and really troublesome.
i think apart from my grandfather, my aunt's mother-in-law, my second aunt, my 2 younger cousins and i, the rest were all down. high fever, diahorea (however it's supposed to be spelt) and vomiting. *fainted* when you have so many kids, you'll get a big big big big headache. i spent a part of the time shouting at ansley and alger *fainted* it doesnt help when ansley is sooooo naggy!! he's like the busybody in the family, cant stand him sometimes!! zan yi give sherrylene and i a hell of a time with her frequent moodswings and attitude, and you know what, she's only 5 years old. the rest were pretty ok.. despite the problems they gave, i still love my younger cousins. they can be really sweet sometimes =)
i think the most memorable thing apart from the water-skiing, jet-skiing and para-sailing - the tut-tut ride. it's those little vehicles that you see in thailand with 3 wheels. auntie syl called it the most dangerous vehicle that ever existed cos it doesnt have any safety devices at all. well, mum, sherrylene and i took a tut-tut together. the driver was i think the most reckless driver amongst all that i've ever taken. oh manz!! he was damnnnnn fast, and he simply waived in and out of the cars and buses. wah liewwww..... i was really grabbing tight of whatever that i can find around me. whatever it is, it's as good as a roller coaster ride. it might be even worse, cos we were so near those cars. woo hoo! fun!
ok, i didnt do much shopping at all. sighz. there werent much things to buy lahz. the prices were almost the same, not cheap at all. anyway, now that i've been to MBK, i'm going to look for this puma shoes that i saw there. when i converted the price, it's like 160 sing dollars lorr.. i refused to buy it manz! it's so bloody ex! hopefully, i'll be able to get it cheaper here since it's the GSS now *grinz*
ok.. i know min is back, and linda should be back soon =) hm... more plans coming up. yey!! shall upload the pictures when i'm not
Friday, June 17, 2005
Horoscope of 17th June 2005
You're feeling good and looking great, and by tonight things could be getting pretty intense. Passion could flare up in the most unexpected places, and you can bet you'll be fanning the flames.
It's easy enough to makeover the outer shell (a new hairdo and a snazzy pair of shoes can do wonders, after all) but the work of making over your soul is a lot more labor intensive -- and in the end, a lot more rewarding. So if you've been hesitating over whether or not to tackle some self-improvement project, worry no more and dive right in. And why not get a new hairdo and some snazzy shoes to commend your efforts?
You've been daring yourself to say 'hello' to a certain sexy someone, and today is the day to muster up the courage to introduce yourself. You never know -- you might find a fun new buddy.
****
went for suki sushi buffet today with liou and sok. wah........ i thought i can just die since i was so bloated! gosh! it was nice... yum!!!
saw a lot of pictures that he took with his friends and of course, all those scenic shots! arghhhhh!!!! S-N-O-W!!!!! damn... i am so jealous!! hahaha.. but i think sok and i were sort of more interested in the huskey in the pictures.. =X
am going away to thailand tomorrow, but i dont feel excited at all. maybe it's because i'm only like halfway through packing my bag. i dont really know what to bring, cos the luggage is like so big, and my things only takes up half the space. damn. this makes me wonder if i've forgotten to bring anything at all. i still need to go to the library tomorrow to return my books and of course, borrow more. if not, i wont have any to bring to thailand to read on the bus or plane. hmmmmzzz... quite looking forward to the waterpark though.. i love thrill rides!! muahahahaha...
*yawnz* better get back to my packing... it's a big mess manz!!
Thursday, June 16, 2005
what would have been your choice?
i think you would have known what you want.
and maybe,
it would have been some help to me.
sighz.
what's going on now.....
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
if crying helps, i would sob my lungs out.
not for the screwed time table that i'll be having.
just that everything seems to not be going right.
cant really explain how i feel.
i'm supposed to feel exhilerated after a good day of fruitful shopping,
and here i am,
not even the energy to smile and be happy about it.
some time ago,
i've learnt that crying doesnt help in anything.
apart from making you look a bit stupid here and there,
it does nothing.
things changed and so have i.
sighz. less mean-tempered?
ha. i hope so.
a bit nicer?
maybe. when i'm playing the piano lahz =X
dont get on my nerves,
you'll regret that you put yourself on the receiving end.
有时，我真的觉得钱可以买下一些人的尊严。
为了钱，真的什么都可以吗？
你就这么没有骨气吗？
可能，你就是那种为了钱而存在的人吧。
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
the fruits of my shopping trip with sok =)
we shopped from town to citylink.
not bad right? =X
and so i cant wait for linda and min to be back =)
more shopping!
maybe, just maybe i'll get another pair of heels
if vnc has stock of that pair that i so wanna get them today =(
i've planned the itinery for a 3 days 2 nights camp for them though,
muahahaha... just waiting for everyone to be present =)
*yawnz*
early night for me.
busy day tomorrow.
badminton in the morning.
EC at night.
*yawnz*
Monday, June 13, 2005
i guess i know where to find that motivation that i need to keep me going when i thought i'm not interested in it anymore.
reading it gives me a sort of happiness, it's as though i'm living it vicariously. sighz. but oh well, it reminded me of how happy things used to be, and it still can be. i thought i would have shun it all, and just avoid as long as i can. i dont feel that involved nor included anymore, and realised that i would have been better off elsewhere. you know what, it's always wrong to assume.
nowhere is better then where i'd been. it's something that not everyone experienced, not everyone understands, and not everyone will ever know about it.
i miss them. laughters, lame jokes, stupidity, endless noise. it these things that makes us so good together.
i'm sooooo happy!! =)
tired and yet happy!!
first, went shopping with mum.
bought 5 tops, 1 berms and 1 shorts.
great!
went to watch FIR at the IMM carpark since we were already there.
they were fantastic!
their live singing was incredible.
ok, they will be one of those in my concert list k =P
doing ranger today.
not that great,
quite blur for the first 2 hours.
brought 2 families around.
the twins were really cute =)
slack at east lodge with hirni for a while discussing about the bushbaby,
asking the keeper for more things about it.
was told that the bushbaby was already in the exhibit.
stood there for quite a while to try and catch it in action.
and yepz...
I SAW THE BUSHBABY!!!!!!!!!
they were so cute and really small.
they are worse then the tarsiers i tell you!!!
tarsiers are small and fast,
bushbabies are a cross between slow lorris and tarsier.
their size is between them too,
but they can move even faster then the tarsiers.
they just jumped around out of the corner of your eyes.
it's really quite difficult to spot them.
we saw them jumping around, but never really have the chance to catch a real glimpse of them.
finally saw it face to face when one of them stopped and ate the food given to them.
sooooo cute!!!
muahaahahha... a sanse of satisfaction.
yepz!! hopefully, i'll be able to get a picture of them soon! =)
*yawnz*
tired. driving tomorrow. jazz n pop class tomorrow,
not to forget about the singing part.
damnz. so dead. no voice somemore.
ok, more shopping on tuesday with sok,
that is something that i'm really looking forward to,
especially now that she's busy being a babysitter
and i'm working almost everyday,
we dont even see each other as often anymore =(
hm... sianz.
oh well, wait till linda and min is back.
SHOPPING!! SHOPPING AND MORE SHOPPING!!!
BRIDGE!! BRIDGE AND MORE BRIDGE!!!
Sunday, June 12, 2005
quite happy at the moment.
dad's in a happy mood,
and increase my allowance by almost a hundred for this week.
mum's in an even happier mood,
and i get to go on a shopping spree tomorrow..
not to mention that she has agreed to pay for my expenses for thailand =)
yey!!
realised that i've become more and more stingy with my money.
trying to save really hard nowadays.
my POSB account has finally hit the 4 digit and i intend to keep it this way.
now, i'm aiming for my UOB account to hit 4 digit too!!
hopefully, by the end of my uni life,
i'll be able to go for my europe tour not to forget the olympics =P
yey!!!
suddenly, i'm really looking forward to the trip.
i need a long break from work.
cant wait to shop =X
cant wait to have fun.
cant wait to fall head over heels in love (ya right). *grinz*
ok... cant wait for monday to come.
prisc, carol, june, me.
yupz.. more gossips!!! muahahaha =)
too bad yanmei is not around.. =)
here is my favourite =)
Saturday, June 11, 2005
just for you =)
hey dear...
i know it's really really difficult.
i cant tell you how much i understand,
but trust me, i do =)
i've said all the usual things that one is supposed to say for comfort.
i can lend you my shoulder to cry on.
i will PO LI for once and let you bite me if you want (preferably not lahz).
but in the end,
the fact remains that nothing has changed.
it hurts when you feel so much for someone,
and yet realised that it mounts to nothing.
sometimes, people just need someone to slap them hard enough to get the message clear in the head.
you just need to let the heart shatter so completely that you dont feel anymore.
take what you have and walk away,
before you lose everything without even realising it.
keep the beautifuls....
and let it go..
*hugz*
tired.
everywhere hurts.
my feet hurts.
my head hurts.
my hands hurts.
even the finger hurts.
my throat hurts.
it's easy to forget the happy times and easier to just brood over some unhappy happenings. hm.. beings are often like that. sighz.
anyway, i'd forgotten how easy it is to laugh over some silly sms sent my dearest ky aka mt =) and how worried one can get when it has to do with MCQQ!! ok, i'll try to arrange for dinner asap k.. hopefully after jem's exams =) i think if this fails again, ky is so going to murder me =X
****
dear, i think you just need some time off =)
no matter what happens, you'll always have me oh...
*hugz*
Friday, June 10, 2005
*yawnz* just woke up.
had fun yesterday.
went bowling.
tiffy, pau, kelvin, sok, ter
a sore thumb.
aching hand.
when was the last time that i experienced joy with pins and ball?
oh ya,
that joy was not for me anyway.
*shrugs*
went kbox.
june, yanmei, yeli, daph.
a sore throat.
throbbing headache.
my eardrums hurt.
wait till yanmei hears daph and june's combo,
they shout through the whole song of "numb".
almost cost me my life.
yesh girl, another time when you are back ya.. =)
ok, i need to go get something to eat.
and i desperately need to go some reading =)
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
things just get better once you sort everything out. when you eventually figure out what is it that you want, it'll feel as though a huge burden is relief, and you'll just feel a lot better.
actually wanted to give up this blog, but well, shall just keep it going instead.
ANYWAY, i was quite pissed yesterday. kaoz. after working for almost 9 months, this idiot actually thought i was a newbie to the job and how dare he ordered me around! sometimes, i really feel that he has totally low IQ and ZERO EQ! i looked at him as though he's a total dork and i just couldnt be bothered with him. poor aidil has to listen to all my complaints when he was helping me out. sighz.
anyway, i think my msn nick says it all. "it's a wonderful world =) (as long as SIMON is not in it)". he has really get on my nerves. and he thinks he's some pro? idiot! even though that stunned look on his face did give me a bit of satisfaction, but still, it doesnt mean that it appeased my anger. hmrpf! just because i'm in one of those trainee shirts doesnt mean i'm a newbie k.. and after working in safari for almost a month, i couldnt believe that he couldnt recognise who are his working colleagues. gosh. an idiot. i wonder who is his trainer... i pity that guy.. and thank God that his trainer wasnt me. i think my feedback would have been very immediate and NEGATIVE!
wah... rahman was telling me that he might want to quit soon for whatever reasons i forgot. sighz. another trainee gone. sighz. ok, june is still around, so not that bad. hans is gone. sianz. haha.. actually, i also cannot really remember who else i trained. just that june and hans were the first, and aidil and rahman were the most recent ones.
cant wait for tomorrow to come. kbox with my safari peepz. sighz. feel a bit guilty that i've not been going for any of the ktv session with steve and company ehz... sighz. ok, next time go chevron, if my pay can spare, i'll pay for it. and amazingly, sok and i havent been to a single kbox session ever since we're on holidays leyz! kaozz.. what is going on manz...
working every night. tiring. no life. sighz. but whoever said i have a life to begin with? haha.. suddenly remember yanmei's green man and red man thingy.. muahahaa.. i think i need to learn to get a life manz! i need to go out more often, meet up with friends more often, and yupzz.. PRACTICE my piano more often, shout less so that i can go for my piano class every monday wth my voice intact. listen to more buble so that i can switch my accented notes.. sianz. pop and jazz is even more difficult then classical lorr... sighz.
zhen yao wo de ming!
lalala...
唯。。。。。。。。。。。
我有想你hor!!!!
鸡蛋糕!!!!!
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Monday, June 06, 2005
有种特别的感觉
让我不断想不敢再忘记你
我记得有一个人
永远留在我心中
哪怕只能够这样的想你
如果真的有一天
爱情理想会实现
我会加倍努力好好对你永远不改变
不管路有多么远
一定会让它实现
我会轻轻在你耳边对你说(对你说)
我爱你爱着你
就像老鼠爱大米
不管有多少风雨我都会依然陪着你
我想你想着你
不管有多么的苦
只要能让你开心我什么都愿意
这样爱你
我听见你的声音
有种特别的感觉
让我不断想不敢再忘记你
我记得有一个人
永远留在我心中
哪怕只能够这样的想你
如果真的有一天
爱情理想会实现
我会加倍努力好好对你永远不改变
不管路有多么远
一定会让它实现
我会轻轻在你耳边对你说(对你说)
我爱你爱着你
就像老鼠爱大米
不管有多少风雨我都会依然陪着你
我想你想着你
不管有多么的苦
只要能让你开心我什么都愿意
这样爱你
我爱你爱着你
就像老鼠爱大米
不管有多少风雨我都会依然陪着你
我想你想着你
不管有多么的苦
只要能让你开心我什么都愿意
这样爱你
muahahaa.. i sort of like this song in a way though it can get really irritating when everywhere keeps playing it. but still, it's quite fun when i can irritate june with this song =)
anyway, miss tan is trying to write out the single line score for tong hua, so maybe i can get to play that for my next piano lesson. i was dreading my lessons cos i feel that i always need to spend a lot of time thinking about the chords. things are no longer as easy as before, i need to add all those extra notes and sing along as i played. more often then not, i'll get lost in the middle of nowhere when i attempt it. all my chords will go haywire. sighz. well, now i'm beginning to enjoy it a little as i gradually get the hang of it. maybe if i teach people the melody line i can try out those new chords that i've just learnt. *winkz* yey! hm.... shall see how =)
Sunday, June 05, 2005
thanks..
for everything =)
*hugz*
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
hm... did i mention that she looks like green ghost? just that she's a bit taller and not as skinny and scary looking. but at first glance, she really reminds me of green ghost.
*shudders* she still gives me the creeps.
