Monday, June 28, 2004
should i be affected?
*shrugs*
but the nonchalence and indifference is getting to me...
-sighz-
disappointed for england.
glad that france is out
happy for holland and czech.
have been watching the euro cup faithfully for the quarter finals... was really heart-broken when england was out. what to do... there's no one to blame except for beckham.
hm... lalaal. finally watched "the best bet" yesterday with mum. haha... it was so funny lorz... like the way where everything just seems to rhyme =P went shopping in imm after that... yepz.. planning another shopping trip with yq and qq on friday evening =)
-sighz- i'm so bored now.. and so tired.. just cant seem to sleep enough. hahaha... better go orh orh le... have to go sim for orientation tomorrow... -sianz-
Friday, June 25, 2004
5:13am now... ok! so extra time is over... score 2 - 2. almost gave me a heart attack when rui costa got that goal... wah!! love john terry manz! the hero of the day liaoz.. muahahaha... and he's quite cute too. THAT's a BONUS! muahahahah... ok.. shall continue to watch the penalties first before finishing this entry...
**
=( *sobz sobz*
for the so many days and weeks that my vibes are not at work... why does it has to work today?! irritatinG!
just before the penalty shoot-out, i was telling my mum, i have a feeling that england will lost because of beckham. and ya... he missed the bloody first penalty. what the f***! so irritating!
my england is out le... =( was so stunned when vassell missed that penalty... it was like telling you that "that's it!"
=(
for once, i cant help but say... "bloody beckham!"
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
told my mum that i wanna change course, and my mum is TOTALLY against it. -sighz- so i guess there's really nothing that i can do.
-sighz- sucky.
listening to: huan de huan shi
qq brough yueqi and i to crash tp yesterday. and yan went on monday. muahahaha... it's actually quite fun lahz... and i like the building very much. think it just gives you a rather good feeling. anyway, the minute we reached there only, yueqi's show came off and qq and i had to go buy superglue for her =P
i think the bookstore is more of like a minimart. everything also have... all the daily stuffs and food... wah... hahahaha... no wonder jx put on so much weight when he was in tp =X
sat in for one of the lectures... organisational behaviour.. ZzzZZz it's so boring.. all 3 of us tried so super hard not to zonk out. hahaha... i cannot imagine that i have to sit for the same thing in sim.. think i can really ZzzZZZ le... =( well, anyway, i saw WENDY!!!! muahahahahaah.... i havent seen her for such a long time.. and i was looking for her the minute i reached tp... hahaha.. and yesh!! i saw her! she looks as chio as ever lahz... and yesh, not surprising to me, there're 2 guys that are after her now when school has only started for 2 days... -diaoz-
ok.. i feel like this mountain tortoise when i was in tp.. -_- well, you cant blame me also what... i've never been to any of the poly openhouse lorz... how would i know what it's like in there. plus it's so different from college... but i feel that poly is definitely a slackers' heaven.... it's so SHUANG lorz... kns!!! all sorts of things also have... hahahah... saw the shuai ge that qq was trying to tell me all these while.. =) think he's a bit quiet like that.. haha.. but ya lahz.. good-looking =)
hahhha... went to the canteen and ate. was so hungry lorz... so i bought fish and chips and yueqi bought pancakes. qq joined us later and bought hor fun. hahahaa... then we sat there and crapped lahz... wah. then the 2 of them, DAMN POWER lorz... got into this health and beauty talk... almost fainted. i think yueqi is better off being a beautician lorz... muahahahahahaha! she knows so much of those stuff, she can even tell you what are the ingredients in some of the facial care products!!!! so diaoz!
well, had to go off for family dinner so didnt join them in their shopping... haiz.. well, hey girls! till we meet again horz!!! spare some time for me horz.. and yesh yq, think i'll meet you in SIM for breakfast lahz.. =P hahahaha... do take care horz... sisters... =) *hugz*
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
"ur choice of prince charming real bad la.."
how true. ha!
anyway, everyone seems to like waking me up when i'm asleep ah... woke up by sid early in the morning... damn diaoz lorz.. he sms-ed me cos he was tooooooooo sianz.. so being a nice person, i reply him lorz.. entertain him with sms when i'm barely awake lorz.. and in the end, got shoot by him.. so kns! zhen de shi hao xin mei hao bao lorz!
actually wanted to sms him the night before... but it was too late le.. then thought that he might be asleep already, so just leave it lorz.... -sighz- i should have just heck it and sms-ed him.. kns.. then maybe he'll be nice and not disturb me le? lalala... hahaha..
anyway, went to min's house today with guohao.. hahh... the 3 of us really ultimate le.. slack until fall asleep lorz... uahahhah... was thinking of going to min's house to swim on thurs.. haiz.. see how things goes ba.. wah... the zhu zhu clan must be having a good time in jos' house now... enjoying themselves ah... hahah..
*yawnz* i better go sleep le... still have to work tomorrow... -sighz- and i need to call sim... sianz..
-sighz- it's been a long time since i read through all the blogs.. haiz.. realise that i've really been missing out a lot of things...
i wonder how's celest been doing lately... havent really heard from her for a darn long time.. -sighz- well, wei's been a junkie untill she's sick..
pray hard that i'll not be too tired to go shopping with jenni, jun and hanwei after work tomorrow. *shudders at the thought of the crowd*
haiz.. have not been meeting up with gan and yanjie they all for a long time... jia lat... why do i suddenly feel as though i've lost touched with my world. i've not seen the frennies for a super long time too... argh!! ming is leaving for australia soon... -sighz- which means one person less for future gatherings..
suddenly, feel that time pass too fast. i'm losing grip of my own life. it's been all the same for me.. work, work, work... tuition, tuition, tuition.
the last time i saw xuan was on the css carnival day itself. and that's about it. i cannot remember when was the last time i saw the xiaoguas..
i dont even know what's going on in their lives now... haiz.. i will definitely go for the gathering in bec's house... hmrpf! shall try to stayover if possible... haiz... i've not seen fen for ages..!!! =( cannot remember when was the last time i saw qiujie.. ARGH!!
i miss them so much... haiz..
heyz big mouths...
i miss you guys so much... =(
very loooooooooong never meet le leyz... =(
HALO frennies..
i miss the corniness and lameness of you guys..
i'll try not to complain about it so much when we meet up next time... =P
argh!! celest... mich...
HALO!! are you guys still alive??!!!
qq...
remember horz! dont make yan a pig horz!
and dont you dare go sweep the floor for him horz!!
kns!!!
and dumb yan...
dont bully my qq...
MARIA... yoohoo!! got study anot?!
-sighz-
Monday, June 21, 2004
listening to: cong dong by zhou cong qing
that last time was on the monorail ride i supposed...
and after that,
i've always managed to keep it in check.
it's a vulnerable side that no one will want to have.
yet, it was all so simple.
it doesnt even mean much at all.
no, it doesnt even mean a single thing at all.
-sighz-
lousy.
**
"有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中"
nice song. someone recommended me this song long ago... and i didnt really take good notice of it. as usual, i never understand why it was recommended to me at that time.. but now, after reading through the lyrics and listening to it carefully, i finally know how he was feeling.
it might be just one of those sad dopey love songs.. but the lyrics had more meaning to it...
listening to: ting shuo ai qing hui lai guo
haiz.. the sim person still havent reply sok yet.. damn.
once again, i find myself trying to fight for something that i've always wanted again. yan asked me if that is really what i want to do.. yes. i wanted to do it ever since i know that there's such course, but it's only available in switzerland. i hope i can at least get half the money back, then i'll definitely go get that degree in hospitality. Argh!! somehow, it also seems a bit too good to be true... sounds too easy, perhaps... not to forget the attachment that they offer... WOW! it's really enticing..
if only money is not the problem... -sighz-
have a feeling that eventually, i'll just fight it out with my mum about it... especially if i cannot get the money back... =(
hm.. anyway, had dinner with yien, kiam and sok on sat =) hahaha... so long never see kian le... so happy... plus the fact that when the 2 of them (yien and kiam) are together, it's really hilarious lorz... the 2 people who are forever greedy, and yet, ike to hide their gluttony... eh... does this word exist? oopx! =X hahaha.. managed to get yien to treat me a drink from coffee bean.. muahahahaha.. thank you lahz...
**
time will tell... time will tell...
didnt know that i was really troubled about it until you called ba..
am glad to have a friend like you.. =)
i think i should be the one that said thanks...
"thanks", for lending a listening ear... =)
Sunday, June 20, 2004
listening to: 比我幸福
在不知不觉中，
好像学会松了手。
或许我真的了解了人都需要呼吸，
不然一定很容易窒息。
可能在这当儿，
我也跟着松了口气。
**
-sighz-
just received this call from sok... and all of them are arguing where to go for dinner, so once again, i'm the deciding factor lorz.. muahahahahha...
yien, giam and song wanna go bpp, but qj, jun and sok wanna go westmall... well, OBVIOUSLY, i will choose westmall right? bpp is so far leyz... cannot imagine what time i'll be there lorz... lalalala... so that yien was talking so fast on the phone trying to entice me using the food of bpp... muahahaah.. mei you yong! i'll still go for westmall, think i'll meet up with song next week as planned lahz... cos i'm really so not prepared to travel to so far...
-sighz- didnt go for co today again... cos i'm really too tired.. excuses again... -duh- haiz... see how lahz... you xin li bu zhu like that.. -sighz-
listening to: 比我幸福
望着广场的时钟
你还在我的怀里躲风
不习惯言不由衷
沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥
也算有始有终
祝福有许多种
心痛却尽在不言中
请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦
爱不用抱歉来弥补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数
最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好模糊
慢慢被放弃
放心去追逐你的幸福
别管我愿不愿孤不孤独
都别在乎
Saturday, June 19, 2004
listening to: yan huo de ji jie
i feel so drained and so tired.
well, went over to jos' place on thursday and stayed over at her place with nance and min. it was funny how they piot so that they can convince their mum to allow them to stay, cos all of us were all so 'gian'.
they (shawn, nance, nic, tuyuan, yuyi, jos, guohao, min) spent almost the whole day playing either "the game of life" or "disney monopoly" lorz... was shouting and screaming about when they had to pay money or had to choose a career or a house... aiyoz.. as though they are really choosing a career now... diaoz -_-|||
shawn had to go off earlier, and pj joined us later... think kenny was so busy with his pw that he cannot make it. think when min and guohao organisd the gathering, there was a confusion in the days.. in the end, eugene and foo keat thought that it's next tuesday so they were there on thurs... -sighz- but never mind lahz... see next week, all our schedules how..
snacked all the way at jos' place.. we need not worry that we'll starve, cos her house is stocked with all sorts of tidbits, and when her grandma and maid cook, i think they plan to feed an army. most of us end up with a bad throat after the day, cos we ate too much chocolates, chips and prawn crackers... muahahaaha...
think we're really enjoying life. happily sacking in jos' air-conditioned room, rotting on her king-sized bed, taking pictures on her fibreglass ceiling, that looks like little starz when you stare too long at it, taking turn using her com, went to her rooftop garden and bitched, and at night, we just lied on the edge of the roof to watch stars... hahaha.. i guess we are a bit too lazy to move the telescope up from the second storey to the roof..
there were so many stars that day... and for a short period of the day, there was silence. good ms place plus good ms atmosphere. -sighz- can see that pj is getting better, but at the same time, still trying hard to forget... -sighz- well, i almost thought that min fall asleep on the bench lorz... hahaha.. afterall, it's so comfortable lorz.. =)
wanted to watch my england vs switz match... only to find out that jos didnt subscribe the sports channel =( so end up watching meteor garden 2 together with her family.. her family is how fun... all super corny and hilarious... and her mum is really nice... forever asking us if we want room servie -_-"
managed to stay awake on jos bed till about 4:30 in the morning before jos k.o-ed. muahahah... it's so 'scandalous'... think we really bitched too much, and we came up with too many terms for everything... hahahaha... anyway, it was really fun, and we had a fantastic time laughing =P it's more or less my laughter that influenced everything lahz.. =P hahaha... nance laughed so hard that her abdomen hurts lorz... hahaha... well, i think all of too. only woke up at 11 in the morning... lalala... almost couldnt make it for the kbox session with linda and sok. dragged myself awake... hehehehe... then dragged jos awake too, but after we went off, she just went back to sleep... ZzZzzZZ...
muahahah... think we know where's our chalet gonna be held lahz... muahahhaha... =X
Thursday, June 17, 2004
hostility.
dont really have much chance to talk to him ever since last year and i dont know when? well, was just in the mood for it, i guess. felt as though i'd just banged the wall... -sighz- wanted to have a casual talk, but ended up... well... suan le. should i be contented that at least we are still talking? at least, i dont really feel that attitude..
it's not easy to forget the simple times and yet filled with laughters and evil plots... hahah... and the times that he's being super nice... -sighz-
have you ever think of those times too?
when things were simple,
and yet so complicated for a lot of us.
your cool temperament never fails to amaze and amuse me at times...
but what's left now...
are remnants of those fond memories...
which we always try to hold it in our hands..
and yet realising that we're losing grip...
i miss the you that i know..
but i dont think i truly know the real you at all...
even now,
what i see is a mask...
void of emotions and expressions....
lalalal... happily rotting in jos' house now.... muahahaha... with my dear og lahz... of cos! that girl is damn rich lorz... so bu liao.... everything in her house is the largest version possible lorz... and her ceiling got those starlike thingy... those lights lorz.... not those luminous stars that people paste lorz...
anyway, she got almost everything in her house except for mahjong!! so sianz lorz.... muahahahahah
i'm feeling so tired now cos min, guohao and i have been conferencing for the past 3 nights. diaoz... the first night till 4.30 in the morning and the second night till 5.45 in the morning... just because that guy wanna "break record". lalalala.... *yawnz*
now, they are all playing 'game of life' and i'm happily using the com... cos i've not been online for the past few days..... lalalalala.... had a good laugh during all those conversations in the past few nights.... think we are really quite crazy... talking about explicit stuffs and homos in the middle of the night... =P muahahahah....
ok... sure go and do some other things... maybe go explore her house or rot in jos' rooftop garden... muahahahaha... yey! hope that most of them are staying over.. then can watch england vs switz together!!! muahahahahaha =)
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
"There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real."
*yawnz* so tired... it's like 14:37 in the afternoon now, and i've just woke up =P well, happily slept at around 4:30 in the morning... all thanx to min and guohao. muahahaha... was having conference call at night with nance, min and guohao... trying to come up with a suitable day and plan for og outing. apparently, the days are all mixed up, but eventually, we decided to settle on thurs le... so now, it's up to them to call up the rest =P i dread the job to call ah... damn mafan and you dont get answers sometimes.
yepz yepz! going to jos house on thurs... dont know what we'll be doing, but i guess, most prob will be slack, watch movie, watch stars and bitch lorz... bitching has always been the official og activity... muahahahhha.. dont know, see how lahz... wonder how's pj doing.. -sighz- heard that she is still in the same shit.. ad foo keat has been so involved in his hockey + girlfriend that he had sort of drifted away le... aiyoz... then that marc still hasnt been studying... i think the whole world is worried for him, except for him.
muahahah... we talked about all sorts of nonsense yesterday night.. and i dont know why, min sounded very soft even though she was already screaming, so all of us had problems listening to what she's talking... muahahahah... then she kept kana suan by nance somemore... diao lorz...
hmrpf!!! guohao and min went coffee club yesterday.. bo jio!!! kns... muahahaha... so her punishment is kana suan by us lorz...=P pian xiao di di chu men.. muahahah...
-sighz- went to sim yesterday... just had this ominous feeling plus a feeling of dread after i paid my fees. it just feel as though i've signed a mai shen qi of some sort... -sighz- i hope i dont regret....
Monday, June 14, 2004
saw that ever familiar place.
just along my way.
was this all part of destiny?
arranged by fate?
i wonder what it's like
to look out from that same window again.
will i feel different?
i guess i will.
for now,
smilez no longer linger..
they fade away just too fast..
Sunday, June 13, 2004
yepz yepz yepz! i'm back! =)
reached singapore at around 19:00, and it feels good to have fresh air all around you, plus clean toilets... no matter how dirty you think the public toilets are in singapore, it's definitely nothing compared to those in malaysia.
anyway, i spent a good 5 days there with everything off my mind most of the time.. =)
went to timesquare with all my little cousins. was quite disappointed cos i didnt get to sit the indoor rollercoaster. it seems so good lorz... plus there's a loop somewhere... =( well, i went with my little cousins, what did you expect? the queue was too long for me to leave them and take the ride first. *sighz* there was this ride which structure is pretty similar to freefall, but it's not. was quite disappointed, cos i was quite eager to try freefall since i've never tried before. muahahah... it reminded me of......well, never mind...
lalalala.... saw that guy again! =P saw him the other time too, and he still looks as good =P muahahaha... -sighz- too bad that he's attached already, and he's getting married at the end of the year... think he's only like 23? -sighz- he's quite talented lorz.... he plays the drum, guitar and he can sing so well... muahahah... not to forget that he writes nice songs... =) lalalalala.... bleahz! and he's tall!!!! muahahahahaha.. argh... forget it!
glad to meet uncle kiajin's son. muahahahah.. anyway, he's my age and he's in the same bunk as jiansheng and alvin. hahha.. what a coincidence... he's such a nice guy, and he looks so familiar. i just cannot remember where i've seen him before. have to admit that i was quite smitten with him, spotted him on the first day. well, he plays the drum too =P -sighz- think i'm quite damned with people from that same 'community'. argh.... hat coincidence! so irritating! damn.
anyway, think i got closer to one of my cousins. she used to ask me why i dont really play with them, now she finally understand. guess she has grown out of that stage too. =) she tends to stay close to me during the trip and we can talk about all sorts of crazy stuffs =P think this other cousin of mine likes this acs boy. muahahha... they are quite compatible seriously, mgs and acs. well, doesnt it speak for itself? =P plus, they look quite alike too.... muahahahahh... they got teased mercilessly throughout the whole trip by everyone.. =P
hm... *yawnz* tired... -sighz- and i still need to call sok first.. hope that she's not asleep already...
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
"the situation is as though we're having phone sex......."
when it comes to food,
"slow and steady wins the race..."
muahahahah... you know who you are lahz... =P
met up with the few of them... somehow, i just feel that there are a lot of people missing, and one of the key person should be the supposed MAIN CHARACTER, and i guess jo. though most of us cant stand her missy temperand unreasonable attitude, but well, she's one of those who made our primary school days so memorable.
cant believe that i actually had a primary school gathering today. well, it was supposed to be for HIM, but irritating asse... had to rush a document for his boss at the last minute, so he cant make it. well, i cant help feeling disappointed lahz... diaoz.. was so super duper excited for the whole of yesterday thinking that i'll be seeing him today leyz! and i'm definitely not the only one lorz!
anyway.. before everything, i saw guanghuang today... muahahahaha.. kor was with da sao.. and well, it's a good thing that da sao and i seem to click instantaneously, and in the end, gave kor a hard time =X well, he deserved it! it just feels good seeing him today, at a time when i definitely needed it the most.
well, ok... i was the earliest to arrive horz.... then met up with the rest.
i
didnt
get
to
meet
him!!!!!
well, it's really irritating lorz!!! =( felt so sad... though i tried damn hard not to show... ARGH!!!
anyway, it was hilarious talking about those good old days... especially when i remember fan that he was the one who caused hk to kana big time from his parents due to that stupid love letter!! it was just hilarious ahz... and yupz, the times when fan was after lihwee... and ya... all those autograph books. shucks lorz! dont know who had to mention the autograph book, then that stupid shi has to keep asking about the 'diamond' thingy, which i always hate being reminded of it... and ya... j just had to mention that 'apple' thingy! IDIOTZ! it's not even started by me lorz.. *innocent* forget it... all in the past, but i dont know why, everytime that it's being mentioned... i'll just get really pai seh or something.. idiotz! ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... NEVER MIND!
well, just hope to see him if we ever have a next outing lahz... muahahahah =(
all my steps are taken with care,
thorough consideration,
and detailed planning.
and yet every step i took,
is with much fear and apprehension.
for once i took that step,
i might not be able to step back again.
i might not be able to turn back.
fear,
of making the wrong move.
i thought i would cry,
but it was just a strangled sob.
gathered my thoughts,
and ready to go once more.
maybe i've plunged too many times,
that this is just one of the many times.
i climbed faster than i thought,
without even a single tear shed.
what a miracle!
but now,
i'm lost again.
for i've not many choice,
and yet, too many choice.
it's mine to choose,
my decision to make,
and yet...
i'm in no position to make any.
it was all i wanted....
Monday, June 07, 2004
The Winner
The loser is always part of the problem.
The winner is always part of the answer.
The loser always has an excuse.
The winner always has a program.
The loser says, "That is not my job."
The winner says, "Let me do it for you."
The loser sees a problem for every answer.
The winner sees an answer for every problem.
The loser sees a sand trap near every green.
The winner sees a green near every sand trap.
The loser says it may be possible but it is too difficult.
The winner says it may be difficult but it is possible.
***
yupz... and so i got this from lixin's book... haha.. have another excerpt that is even better, but guess i'll keep that for another time. lalalal...
muahaha... it's so early already... and i'm so damn bored as usual, that i'm browsing through friendster's profile, and wonder if i should write some testimonial. *shrugs* but i gave up the thought. too lazy.
browse through so many profiles and recognised so many familiar faces from others' profile. anyway, i didnt know that some of my friends actually know each other... muahaha.. this is such a small world, not to forget that singapore is only a small red dot.
lalalal... saw some of his pictures... muahaha... and it reminds me of how cute he is. bleahz!!! muahah... but well, suan le. it just sort of gave me this weird feeling when i saw them. i cant help but laugh at my own stupidity. =P hm.. read some very nice testimonials about others too, well, and i wonder if that guy is really that nice. but i think he is lahz... muahahha... at least, to me, he is what... -diaoz- ok... i'm going crazy, but somehow, i found a similarity between all of them, and it doesnt seem too good to me lorz -sighz-
gosh. why do i have the feeling that i just spilled the beans that sok was referring. aRgh!! shit. i'm dead. nono.. i think i'm quite sure that i'll definitely get hit on the head by the mic the next time i stepped into kbox with her... if i ever live to go there. shit. dead.
oh dear... !!! argh! forget it. what's said is already said. i shall live to experience sok's wrath and await 'judgement day'. haiz.... jia lat lahz!!
had my 2nd lesson with my tuition kid today, and i swear that i almost fainted from exasperation. she failed the spelling test that i gave her with a pathetic 3 out of 10. and she refused to do anything that has to do with english. i think i'll gladly strangle her one day. she's a total horror!! i tried and tried coaxing her to learn her grammer and she IGNORED me TOTALLY!! argh!! i felt so irritated! why does she give me such a mei mei feeling. shucks!
anyway, i think i didnt write about what she would like to be the other day right? when i asked her what she wants to be during our first lesson, hoping that i could make use of this and explain to her how important english is, and any occupation that she told me would allow me the chance to explain, and of all things, she has to say.. "i want to become mama." -_-||| i simply raised my white fag immediately. argh!! what more can i say?!!
anyway... yihua's craze and loyalty to faye wong has never failed to amaze and amuse me. muahaha.. his latest doings really send me rolling with laughter. the things that he did just so that he can get a mc to go for faye's concert. ok... and so he ate so much chocolate, hoping that he'll get a fever and then get a mc. muahaha... but in the end, that doc, i think saw through his well-devised plan and merely gave him medicine but NO mc. not to forget that he drank this toothpaste mixture or something, ah... i forgot lahz.. but it was recommended by his friend who was sure that it could bring up his temperature and faked through for fever. diaoz lorz. i cant believe that our dear loo loo actually did all these crazy things!! muahahaha... it was really hilarious when i read about it. bleahz!
-sighz- fearing tomorrow...
think i better go down to smu le... if not, it should really be gone le.. -sighz- *prays hard*
Sunday, June 06, 2004
-sighz- i'm supposed to be sleeping now le.. but as usual lahz... -sighz- drag and drag...
很简单的一句话，但却让我感动万分。
我真的想举白旗了。我快撑不下去了。
笑，残渣着泪，是无限的开心吗?
但为何，在那短暂的幸福后，却是如此的悲痛。
我相信你。 我真的相信你。
我只是不相信自己。
太茫然了。
早已迷失在那茫茫的人群中。
| C | Comical |
| L | Lovable |
| A | Ambivalent |
| R | Raw |
| A | Arty |
| B | Brilliant |
| E | Energetic |
| L | Lazy |
| L | Lovable |
| E | Easy |
Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
muahahaha... this is fun! anyway, got this from jac's blog. better state it down, i dont wanna be accused of using her things without giving her credit horz.. bleahz!!! =P
hm... gonna go watch tv then go sleep after i finish this... muahahah.. early right? bleahz!
was talking to sid just now. wasnt caught by surprise at his question, just feel a bit weird that he's asking me. was hesitating if i should say, but eventually, ya.. i 'spilled' the beans. argh. useless.
muahaha... planning on this big big project together with sok.. muahaha... but i've yet to receive infomations that i need, so guess, the project will have to hold a while. muahahah =X feeling evil.
yesh... i went to town today, with sok and jem. dont really know why i'm there lorz, since the task was already done when i met up with jem. and yesh.. sok was super late lorz!!! bleahz!! walked around, and then talked a bit and of cos.. EAT! it just felt good to sit down and enjoy the company. well, but i think the 2 of them must be dreading my company from today onwards... =( since half the time, i'm doing something bai chi, cos i was so super restless... muahahahaha...
anyway, i'm so happy now, even though it's not a big deal really. bleahz!!! thanx mt... you just ended 5 june with a big big smile on my face. muahahaha.... -sighz- what to do... i'm just so easily satisfied. muahahahahaha.... lalalala..
-sighz- but swimming date cancelled le.. haiz.. sianz...
Saturday, June 05, 2004
felt relieved after i wrote that long entry. well, maybe relief wasnt exactly the correct word. just feel as though i've said all that i've wanted to say.
-sighz-
fate, a twist.
you'll never know what is installed for you.
maybe things are not so bad afterall,
maybe things are just means to be like that.
everything happens for a reason.
so why not just leave it be?
do you love or do you not?
why cant you just be honest to yourself?
is it so difficult?
"history can repeat itself,
if one doesnt learn from it."
*yawnz* so tired. slept at 7 in the morning and woke up at around 14:30... muahha.. what a pig! bleahz! but i'm too tired lahz...almost missed my piano class lorz thank goodness. the stupid bus refused to come and i was late for 20 minutes. =(
hm.. anyway, met up with sok for dinner... muahaha... almost fainted of hunger. no thanx. anyway, had a fun time terrorising them and bitching lahz... well, update with new gossips, i like!!! muahahaha... think i treat there as a mini kbox ba.. just kept singing all the kbox songs simply because i was so super restless, and there were nothing to talk about, therefore i had to resort to singing songs to entertain them and myself. muahaha... ok... more of terrorising, since i'm quite in the mood. =X bleahz!!!!
in a way, i'm sort of waiting and also dreading for wed to come. aiya... it'll be fun to go malaysia with my aunts lahz... but then, when i think of all my little cousins, i feel like fainting. hope it goes well... muahahha...
still dont know where i should go tomorrow... haiz...
Friday, June 04, 2004
wah.... i'm online!! i'm online!! -diaoz- just finished updating my fod... and so now i'm here. it's er. 6:17 in the morning? muahaha... anyway, sent mr yong a birthday greeting on 2nd june. hehehe.. simply remembered to, cos i felt so guilty for forgetting last year =(
after updating my fod, suddenly i dont know what to write in here. aiyoz... anyway, had dinner with izzy before going to american club. well, not exactly had dinner with her, since i had already eaten before she came =X talked and bitched abit. muahahah.. about some grissly details, and ya... she kept teasing my the "so, is it ky or meh?" diaoz... another IDIOT!! and she was like... "why not i add one more for you? jem ley?" -diaoz- so kns lorz!!
had fun working in A.C. lahz.. and anyway, karen is nice to me, even though she niao me for some small things sometimes, but today i also niao her lorz.. muahahahahaha... then that eddie, he damn kns lahz... kept pestering me.. muahaha.. finally pushed him to izzy today. well, good luck ah!! muahahaah...
well, am currently considering if i should just go dragon-boating with yirang and charmaine.... lalala... well, guess i'l just end up with my whole body aching =( but from the way they talked about it, it seems fun leyz... muahaaha... aiya... see how lahz. dont even know if i can commit.
i'm feeling so evil now. shall go psycho my mum to buy the digicam that i wanted so much when we go malaysia... muahahaha
Thursday, June 03, 2004
hm... *yawnz* i'm so super tired... slept quite early yesterday, cos i need to give tuition today. yesh. you didnt read wrongly.. i gave tuition =P well, the girl survived, while i almost died. she's actually quite cute, and she's only pri 1. but because she's very weak in her english, she totally resents learning it.
well, went to work in america club yesterday night. kaoz...there's this guy who is super rich, i supposed, but he's so super fussy... made me so stress that i broke a spoon. haiz. anyway, there were so many leftover food for his table lorz... haha.. got to know a new colleague, ayu. well, they same guy left one third of a chocolate fudge cake, whom he doesnt want it to bring away, so both of us just happily finish it =P muahahahah... first time got to kapok such a good portion of the cake =)
anyway.. i'm tired le lahz.. have to wake up early to work.. haiz.. sianz sianz sianz...
*yawnz*
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
well, went kbox today with linda, sok and izzy =) muahaha... sang shi mian mai fu twice and jiu shi ai twice too. think they update with a lot of new songs le.. muahahha.. so fun! hahah.. anyway, i was just in the mood to terrorise, and so i terrorise the 3 of them, and halfway through, izzy also sort of joined in =P
sang all the will till almost 3:30 today.. but by then, izzy had already left, cos she needed to go down to nus and the 3 of us just simply look like "halfdead rats". muaahahaha... it was really tiring lorz.. we had 2 whole page of ah mei's songs and 2 more pages of s.h.e's songs. hahaha.. i think linda will make a good kbox partner with gav, since she also s.h.e all the way. muahaha...
*yawnz* it's already 4:51 in the morning le... think i better go sleep. -sighz- have to go smu later.. =(
this is supposed to be written as a sunday entry, 30th may, but cos i was too tired and plus, by the time i came online, shianz was already off, and i couldnt get the pics from her, so had to drag till now =X
i only had 1 and a half hours of sleep before dragging myself up from bed, and dozing on and off, half awake, to school. met sze chao at my bus-stop first, like the usual days... and went back to css together =)
jenni, hanwei, shianz and i started preparing for your stall the minute we reached school. well, we sold those polyshrink acrylics as handphone accessories. tey can either choose to have pictures or we'll just personalise their names for them. due to some miscommunication, i had problems trying to locate a powerpoint available to us for usage. well, in the end, thanks to mr raymond seah's help, we finally managed to get a powerpoint all to ourselves. =) plus, our stall was at quite a good location, just outside the G.O. so everytime the doors to the HOD room and G.O opened, we'll be able to have a feel of the air-con. it was a good day, didnt rain at all, so the weather is damn bloody hot! =X
wah... we were all so busy lorz... i think becca has never design and peronalised so many names in her whole life before... haha.. the minute she arrived, she started drawing and everything... non-stop all the way, except for a short toilet break or something... didnt even get the chance to eat lorz... i think after that day, jenni will never wanna draw another jigsaw with 2 girls sitting on a ship anymore. that was like the hot favourite, and she kept drawing and drawing. got scald by the toaster a few times, but i soon got used to it. i just think that it's inevitable lahz. there were so many people and so many things to bake, so when i was hurrying and stuff, i wasnt really being careful. oh... becca has to write peixin's name thrice, cos they forget to punch a hole for the first one, and the second one dropped into the toaster and cannot be retrieved.
hahhah... managed to get rid of all the tix!!! hahahah... all 3 brothers bought one each. and of cos! if definitely feels good to see them again! i havent seen sing since his last week as a civilain on mainland lorz... but i just got to see boy recently, so it was ok... although i had a hard time getting him the night before, asking if he's going back. muahahaha.. and yesh... finally get to see ah ger.. a chance to nag at him first.. cos his attitude towards school is so goddamn horrible!
anyway, sing and jac left early, while peng left with his gf lahz.. hahaha... so left me, ger and boy lorz. ahhaa..went for the haunted house at a bargain with martin at 3 admission for 10 bucks. =X it's supposed to be 1 for 5 bucks and 3 for 12 bucks. but we only have 10 bucks worth of coupons =P anyway, it wasnt realy a bargain to begin with, cos i asked martin only, and he just agreed saying that it's ok lahz... hahaha.. bleahz! we went into the haunted house with 4 kids, cos miss chua were afraid that they'll be too afrad or something... hahaha... i think the haunted house was ok only lahz.. didnt get scared, more of just amused. i think i got scared by the kids ba.. they were so afraid that they almost stumbled and fall, and i have to grab them before they knocked onto the table. finally, they couldnt take it anymore, and they asked ger to walk first instead. hahaha... the 2 idiot bros of mine, tried to scare me but failed. muahaahaa... well, ger got scared by one of the 'monsters' once. hahah.. and his legs got grabbed twice =P muahaha... and that stupid ivan was supposed to be some monster, and ya.. and halfway through when i met him at one of the 'stops', he was like..." i dont wanna let belle pass..." diaoz lorz... boy and i were laughing our heads off lorz. kns. well, at least it doesnt cost a lot lahz... so i dont really mind. i wonder what happen when hanwei went in with jenni. muahahh =X if i go in with bec, i think she'll probably be the best monster there lorz.. she'll probably scare the hell out of me. =X lalalala...
i'm just so super happy on that day cos i got to see so many people whom i've not seen for ages and also those whom i'm always happy to see...
shunde, qiujie, LC, xiaohan, weiying, peixin, zhenyao, danier, xyz, wei tzer, jinhui, boy, ger, sing, peng, guan, junhao, huiwen, celest, lixin, xuan, jun, bee, giam, yihua, liling, alan, xianzhang, yoke chong, vj, szechao, hw, jenni, shianz, wei, jac, darius, songhui, jj, zhongci, ivan, martin, shengchuan, benedict, licheng, mark, sok, min, linda, gan, aihui (who is so super duper noisy and funny), a few of my students, hm... and i can only like... remember up to here so far =X hahaha... but i think, these are enough lorz.
well... i think we did make quite a profit, although we doesnt get to keep any at all, cos it's a fund-raising event. haha... we're the last stall to close lorz... cos everyone is queuing up and stuff... and bec had to sort of make kianbin wait cos she has to finish personalising the names before she go.
i think the carnival is quite successful. the school and students plus the PTN managed to get so many sponsors. the had those er.. balloons... when the air just kept blowing at them and they'll just be flying around like that.. ARGH!! dont know what they're called lahz.. maybe sok can provide me with the word =X and they've got macdonalds to sell their stuffs... hahaha... what amazes me that they are actually stalls that sell shampoos and body foams. they've got the npp to set up a small exhibition too. a stall to sell camping stuffs and there were also shawls, bags and t-shirts. oh.. of course, i'll not forget the whole row of food... damn diaoz lorz. the SC alumni also organised telematches for the students according to their level. was in school for about a full 12 hours lorz.. diaoz.. so damn tired..
well, i think if i suggest setting up a stall if there's another carnival, the girls are definitely going to kill me lorz. =X
muahahaha... yey! another photo take with my 3 brothers... hahaha... i forever taking pics with them whenever the 4 of us get to meet up =) 2 of them are in ns and one is starting to get nagged if he doesnt go to school lorz!!!! muahahaha... yey! nice brothers i've got! *smilez*
