Friday, March 25, 2011
i received a pleasant surprise from Yirang today.
she replied an email that i sent her about 6 years ago.
something that i dont even remember sending her.
reading that email again brought back lots of memories.
happy, and painful ones too.
things were not easy in JC...
it was like a trial for me..
too testing, too tiring.
i made good friends,
loyal friends,
nice friends,
and also acquaintances that stepped in and out of my life.
6 years ago,
i've got plenty of love for everyone.
plenty of love to share,
plenty of love to care.
6 years later,
i've used up all the love that i can spare.
what little that is left,
i'm too stingy to offer it anymore.
it was putting others before me in the past,
but now,
sometimes, i just want to be selfish.
it's my turn to be selfish.
too many changes in 6 years.
i'm a lot tamer now.
temper is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy better then the past.
patience and tolerance level has improved.
i wonder if i've actually became a better person over the years,
or did i change because i'm just too tired with the things going on around me?
perhaps, a little of both.
but i guess,
i prefer the old me.
the improvised me is just too...
jaded.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
dont really know what to update in blog nowadays..
afterall, there's always facebook...
dont feel like abandoning my blog as well,
so i guess i'll just rant every now and then...
i guess i'm finally beginning to get my engine going..
i've been slacking for way too long..
but now that there's working partners...
i feel like doing something about the current situation...
bonding trip to Cameron Highlands..
with Legene and Yi Han...
by the way, Yi Han <3 Heechul! hahaha~
i guess we bonded quite well aftr that... hahaha~
anyway, i guess now,
it more difficult to get out...
afterall,
bonds tie you down.
