Monday, August 31, 2009
五月天 DNA World Tour
i have to partly thank Mindy for asking me to go to the concert.
it was a very high concert even though i'm not THAT high as compared to a lot others.
i dont even know how to sing 3/4 of the songs.
gosh!
this only goes to show how outdated i am with the chinese music scene now!
i really need to catch up again! argh!!
too much catching up!!!
Anyway, i dont know why..
but there was this feeling that sort of overwhelmed me when Ashin sang some of their old hits.
just reminded me of certain stuffs because of the lyrics i guess.
anyway, i think this song is fun....
Concert photos to be updated another time.... =))
yesh, i'll consider going for their concert the next time they are back.
and i'll definitely prepare myself well and learn their songs first!
hahaha...
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
it wasnt as bad as i first expected.
however, this wasnt what i wanted as well.
i just feel that M and F are not being honest enough. they have their unhappiness as well, then why are they so afraid to voice it out especially when it comes to CS. in a way, i felt a little annoyed. it's so easy for them to point out SY and KW mistakes, but when it comes to CS, they simply kept quiet. why? because they do not know how to handle her petty tantrums.
i'm so sick of all this and frankly speaking, i dont think i want to stay in this TAG anymore. somehow, this TAG can only share the happiness stuffs, but it is simply too fragile to withstand the unhappy portions.
furthermore, i think R is not exactly very happy with me now since M didnt exactly have excellent record. But whatever it is, i dont want to be involved or dragged into the shit.
since everyone only wants to protect CS feelings, and CS is too self-centered to be aware of others, i guess i also dont have to protect the others' feelings anymore. why should i? i dont think i need to give a damn when you guys dont even appreciate.
you dumped me and leave me to die alone, then i guess, i need the float more then you. you can swim yourself.
I went to City Square alone today.
Decided to just do it alone instead of asking for company.
afterall, things are just too complicated now and i dont want to have another problem to add to the list.
damn happy to collect everything, but it was also damn sian to drag everything back. furthermore, i have the posters also.... cmi. but oh well, it's B, so it's worth it i guess =))))
Friday, August 21, 2009
the Volcano erupted
In uni, tiffy always said i'm like a volcano. there will always be the danger of an eruption anytime because it's a dormant volcano. And so, it finally happened.
The weekly meeting on Tuesday has been changed to Wednesday. We finally have our first proper meeting after some time. Well, it wasnt exactly our normal meeting, but more of a sharing session i guess.
Boss went through the mission, vision and philosophy again. It was meant for Seng Yong, but once again, he did not attend the meeting. It annoys me whenever he doesn't attend meetings. It's not as if there is something important that needs to be done. And if it is so, he should have at least inform Boss, which he didnt.I just feel that he doesnt have any respect for Boss at all. Just because he was previously from AIA doesnt mean anything, because different companies and agencies have different organisation style. Furthermore, it is not as if he's invincible.
When KW finally spoke up because Boss encouraged him to do so since it seems like he wanted to say something. He always give very cynical smiles whenever people commented on things, so it makes others wonder what exactly is running through his mind.
When he finally said something, it was to comment that we kept talking during roadshow and they (KW and SY) were the only ones that were working. wtf. Ya, you guys werent talking and laughing among yourselves. You guys were just flirting blatantly with these 3 little girls who always come and look for you. These 3 little girls look like secondary school students and it just gave me this feeling that you guys are real Phidophile. It's so distracting and it got so bad that even colleagues from other teams have been passing embarrassing comments which were very disturbing.
I dont think i actually erupted and went into some full-fledged quarrel with raised voices. I was just extremely sarcastic because he was totally not receptive of the things that we told him. He just insisted that there is nothing wrong with talking and laughing loudly to young girls and it's their way to release stress. What the fark. it's soooooo inappropriate lahz. kns.
the entire meeting ends on quite an unpleasant note especially when Vivian input her not worth mentioning comments since she wasnt even at the roadshow to begin with. And i think she's just bias towards her own group. Suddenly, for all the differences that they claimed to have, there is definitely one thing that they have in common - lousy communication skill. i think they probably have none.
I felt damn lousy after the meeting. It was not because KW was picking a fight with me, it's just the overall feeling of my current colleagues (ok, not all of them).
When i first join boss, it was his vision, mission and philosophy that attracted me. it's also about his beliefs too. But as i progress with the team and with the latest addition, SY, i feel that everyone's reason to join this industry is different. But eventually, i realise that a lot of people is in it because of money. everything is just about money and money. i hate it when people are like that.
Seriously, i was really touched when Boss asked me is SY's presence in the team going to be at the expense of mine. I felt appreciated. But this aside, i really do not know how to answer. i dont think i have the right to decide his presence and absence because i'm not the one building the team.
Perhaps, you can say that i'm very self-centered. Because at that point of time, i didnt really think about how would others feel. I was more concerned about how his presence is affecting me. i was more concerned about how his lack of ethics, morals and integrity is affecting me. but i told Boss that today, i chose to follow my boss' decision. If he thinks that there is hope in SY, and he has the confidence that he'll be able to influence SY, then i'll just follow his decision. Boss asked me how much time am i willing to give him. I dont think it's a matter of how much time i'm willing to give but more of how much longer is everyone willing to tolerate.
i dont know how Boss intends to help SY, and in a way, i dont really care also. But i just know that since i cannot accept his behaviour, then i shall just try not to have too much contact with SY. because i know that one day, i'll simply explode.
i like my team, honestly. but sometimes, it's all these little things that makes me damn sian too.
Friday, August 14, 2009
i'm so tired this week. Roadshow week is forever tiring because of the super long hours that i have to work. argh!
Anyway, boss brought me some very encouraging news today. He told me that my production is ranked no. 2 in the entire agency in the month of July. thanks to my rush for $20k in 2 weeks. seriously, i'm also quite surprised that i actually managed to do it. initially, i really thought it was insane to get $20k within 2 weeks. to be honest, i've never work so hard before. It's 9am to 12 midnight everyday for that 2 weeks.
Well, as expected, Simon is ranked no 1. His production has always been unimaginable. hahha. but to be able to compare with him is actually quite an honour. hah! oh well...
I wonder if i had actually worked hard enough. i've been slumbering for the last 4 months. Seriously. i just happily get paid, took it for granted and enjoyed my life. If i had worked that serious for the entire month instead of just 2 weeks, perhaps i could have surpass Simon. Afterall, he's just around 10k more then me. sighz.
Boss asked if i can give him another $80k production by December. Actually, i also dont know. If i work hard enough and be a little more straight forward, i can. But i'm not exactly sure too. My team mates felt that i'm not exactly being very truthful to my prospects. Because judging by my day-to-day interaction with people, i'm a very straight-forward people which is the most prominent factor that people are 'attracted' to and they appreciate it as well. But somehow, to my prospects, i always try to spare a thought for their feelings and try to be toooo nice, which i dont have to. sighz.
after taking a day off work to shop @ UniQlo with Dwarfypot and Jermaine, i felt a little different today. sat down with 2 prospects today and i didnt exactly give them face as well. I was damn straight forward. i just want them to be realistic and stop dreaming lahz... if everything is so easy, then why do people have to work? diao lor....
i think i should be really serious about my work. afterall, it's something that really benefits people. isnt that the reason of me taking up this job afterall?
yesh yesh.. i can hear my tag buddies and boss nagging at me even though they are not around.... kns. i need to work.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
before going to work.. i decided to spend some time online first... sighz.. my entire body is aching lahz.. sian.
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