Monday, August 30, 2004
hm... in pau's place now.... came here to study stats... but as usual, i cant stand the temptation of coming online... =P what to do... i'm really deprived lorz... haiz... my com can work, but it cannot work properly, hence, i'm not able to access my fod, neither can i update my blog regularly.. -sighz-
hm.... it just seems like i'm not getting any better... sighz... have not been eating my usual meals and portion lately... i eat a bit more only... i'll feel like puking.. last friday, went to eat kfc with the SIM gang... haiz... the next day, when i go for badz with the usual kakis, i just puke everything that i've eaten for that 2 days out lor... indigestion.. maybe that's the correct word for it =( ok... finally felt a bit better now, that i ate a packet of char siew rice and ji cheong fan... hope that this time nothing does wrong... =)
hm... okok... better get back to studying my biz statz... hahah... cos kelvin is here... then there's someone for me to nag at... =P
Saturday, August 28, 2004
hey hey dearest tall woman!!! =)
hahaha.... hope that you've enjoyed yourself in hall ah... =)
well, take good care ya....
and yesh.... maybe all your dreams come true....
remember my CACTUS horz!!! =P
lala... almost forget about it... shang called me the other day... i think it's a thursday night. he seriously caught me by surprise. i mean, we dont always meet up, neither do we always talk on the phone, but somehow, things just dont change between us =) he's a good friend that i know that i'll be able to keep no matter where i go or what happens.
ok... and so the usual updates. somtimes, it can be a bit irritating when 2 friends have not update each other for a long time, and suddenly there are just too much things to say. hahah... the same thing always happen... "so how's your girl?" "huh? which girl?" diaoz... how many times have this happened? ok... maybe for the past 3 times that we talked.... how diaoz.. hahah.. but i think this time, it should be a good choice ah... since she's hanging out with one of the best people that i've ever known... er... shang, dont flatter yourself, cos i'm not referring to you =P hahah...
i was supposed to revise my accounting, but after about 1 and a half hours on the phone, i just cannot make it. think i'm really getting tired very easily nowadays. i'm trying not to spend too much time on the phone, cos i'm getting distracted more and more easily, and it really saps my energy. -sighz- lousy right? hm... dont think i'll be able to have long conference call with min and gh again =( well, i shall try.... maybe seep one whole day just to talk on the phone for one whole day =X
ar.... CRAP! hm.... ok.. girl's birthday is coming soon... hope sing doesnt forget about the present.. or else, all 3 of us will get it BIG time! hm.... at least i know i'll definitely not forget, kana once before, i dont wanna kana again... afterall, it's really upsetting if your friends forget your birthday. okok... i REMEMBER horz!
Friday, August 27, 2004
to dear Shianz aka gu gu!!!!
hahah....
happy birthday oh!!!
oooi! 19 le leyz....
grow up horz!!!!! =)
may all your wish come true!!! =)
go find a prince charming lahz! =P
*hugz*
-sighz- in computing class now.... aRGH! so sianz! icant believe that i woke up late again today. i dontknow why, but i just cant wake up in time forcomputing. missed last week's lesson, and i think it'sjust going to kill me =( i miss out too much things...haiz... hope that tiffy can help me ah... if not, i'mmost probably dead.
well, just sent an email to phill... hahah... wonderhow's he lately, hm... ok.. i've not exactly been thebest friend to him lately due to all my late repliesand stuffs =( hm... well, i shall just try to be better =)
received this diao sms from steve... how funny, theway he phrased it... almost burst out into laughter."ya... confirm liaoz... at gavin's 'sissy'...." he just had to make it so... er... suggestive? =Xmuahaha... ok... hope i'll be able to survive saturdayah.. hahaha... tuition tuition, then MAYBE go for co,since it's not at yuhua cc, i'll have to reconsider..=X then badz.. hehe... lalal... yey!
ok.. back to my computing le... think pau is gonnamurder me real soon =P
wah.... look at the tagboard and it seems to have transform into a battle ground for maria and sid. -_- anyway, the 2 of them so funny. one kept telling me that he just called her maria... like so excited... and the other kept complaining that she's being called maria... -.- -sighz- seriously, my dear ry, i have no control over the 2 of them lorz... you'll just have to depend on yourself le =X
went to nus today to do up xuan's room. hahah... we sort of revamp her room. changed her bed sheets, add new rugs, bought a new lamp, i bought a cactus for her which i also warned her that she better make sure that the next time i go over, it's still alive =P weiquan did a painting for her, wen also bought a pillow, there's the candle thingy, the photo of us and some others =) hahah.. oh... how can i ever forget about the cow which just cant seem to stop moo-ing =p it was really funny, think xuan almost wanted to sit on it so that it can just stop moo-ing!
met up with hani after that cos we were supposed to go for a job interview together =) hahah.. i hope i get the job, i really like that place. it's just so nice =P and well, there are just tooooooo many eye-candies... it's MY place! =P ok... shall look forward to go for the second round of interview =)
lallala... happy.. i'm just happy... shalala. =)
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
slept at almost 5 in the morning cos i wanted to watch the men's gymnastic on the high bar.
it was quite amazing. it's the first time that i watch an olympic final that had such a delay due to the crowd in the gymnastic center. well, it was caused by the one and only Alexander Nemov. -sighz- he had such a great routine and the only flas in there was his landing which is not exactly a solid landing at all. but his routine was great, the difficulty was there, and he executed it much better then a lot others. i'm sure that's he definitely deserve a medal. at least when it's compare to the Japanese whose routine was so much simpler, and he didnt exactly land that perfectly either, i think it's not really fair. it caused such a uproar in the crowd that for i think about 15 minutes, the crowd was boo-ing the judges and want them to change the results.
apparently, reports were that for this olympics, the judges had given a few controversial results which cause a lot of upsets, and a lot of people think that some of the gymnasts deserve much better then the judges were giving. the difficulty of the routine, the execution of it were so much better then a lot others. the crowd went exceptionally angry when Paul Hamm was given a 9.812 for his routine, while Nemov was only given a 9.762. i mean who wouldnt, when Hamm's routine was just almost half as difficult as Nemov. it's so diaoz lorz... 15 minutes of disturbance from the crowd cause the judges to be very careful in their awarding of marks to the other gymnasts after that.
ARGH!!! my Nemov! it's quite sad to see that he has lost his spark. -sighz- he was so good in the last olympics and of course, during that time, his baby came as a bonus and motivation for him to bring back the medals to her. hm.... well, guess i wont be seeing Nemov anymore in olympics, =( cos he's already 28 this year. haiz...... well, but still, to me, he's ever sooooooo good! hmrpf!
Sunday, August 22, 2004
look at the mirror,
did you see yourself there?
do you know who's the person looking back at you?
or are you just as clueless as me?
it is simply driving me crazy.
havent you learn that nothing is worth crying about?
havent you understand that time waits for no man?
havent you learn that the world wont stop turning even if you are sad?
why do you have to make yourself miserable?
can it really happen if you really believe enough?
are you trying to deceive the world or simply deceiving yourself?
if, if only things can be as easy as it seems.
if, if only things were never like that in the first place.
if, if only i know what to do.
argh!!! steve and his suay mouth!
hm... was watching the table-tennis match of li jia wei's at gav's house yesterday just before we go and play badminton. before the match even began, steve was already saying that she wouldnt win. sianz.
during the match, li jia wei was leading 3 games to 1, and yupz... for that whole time, steve was sleeping. hahaha... so the both of us happily watched, thinking that it's gonna be a bit difficult to lose the match since she's already up 3 - 1, she just needs another game. our dear steve just had to wake up at that time, and the minute he woke up only, li jia wei started losing.... diaoz... CURSE. hrmfp!!! so irritating!! after that, steve just kept reminding the both of us about it. it's so annoying!! he just has to make up plenty of different excuses to remind us that li jia wei lost. ARGH!!! haiz.... was so heart-broken lorz..
and today, i guess yesterday's upset was quite a blow for her. she just didnt seem to have recovered from yesterday's disappointment. haiz.... so thre goes the hope for a medal for singapore. and so in the next olympics in China, you'll be hearing the commentator goes... "singapore has been without a medal for 48 years since it last got it's silver from tan howe liang". oh man! it's a pain!
Saturday, August 21, 2004
hm... at gav's place now with gan, meh and philip. hahaha... gonna stayover... finally get to stay out after such a long time. i wanna play bridge throughout the night, but i think they are going to drink and then k.o.! =(
hm.... played badminton with darius, john, steve, philip, gav and gan. hahaha.... it was quite funny lahz... steve and i were trying to smash our partners. as in he and i were in different team, then he trying to smash my partner, darius, and me trying to smash his partner, john =P
hm.... a bit tired already... jia lat.... never mind... i must tahan... ok lahz.. getting a bit tired to blog le.... hm... shall see what happenz...
sianz... finally get to update blog MYSELF and dont need to employ sok's help again. -sighz- in gav's house now, supposed to go play badminton in the evening with the rest, but i think well, some of them are just going to be late. and for once, it's NOT me =P
was thinking about quite a few things lately... but well, never mind... suan le...
ha. ironic but true, people do change, and i've changed so much in so many ways that i dont recognise some of them if sok didnt really tell me.
jaded. was that the word that you are supposed to call it?
hard-headed, isnt that always the case?
love, it doesnt exist.
had a long long talk with sok on the phone yesterday night till this morning... almost 5 hours i think. really talked about everything and anything, everyone and anyone.
just when i thought that everything is back in place, things came crushing down. how fast can it be? maybe i've just too much hope, too much faith, too much trust. you were the last hope, but now, well, it's not that bad. at least, everything seems like such a complete 'package' now. all things just have to come together.
i think this is my last attempt to talk to him again. i just wanted to make everything clear, and ya... rang wo zi ji si le na tiao xin. sok said this just shows that we're "too hard-headed to quit". maybe. i didnt want to quit, but i dont think i have that choice. it takes 2 hands to clap, and the other hand just refused to even move a bit. i'll always be willing to help, if you ever allow me to. that were my last words for him, a friend, to me. always.
i guess it's time to stop putting everyone together and think of them separately.
i finally understand why people just want to stay away from others. i finally understand why some people just like to be alone. i finally understand why some people are always so defensive. it hurts when the people that you have come to learn to care, and the ones that took a knife and slashed everything into 2, returning whatever that you've given back to you, as if it has never happened before.
i've gotten back my piece of puzzle, but it's always there if you'll ever pick it up again.
had a long long talk with sok on the phone yesterday night till this morning... almost 5 hours i think. really talked about everything and anything, everyone and anyone.
just when i thought that everything is back in place, things came crushing down. how fast can it be? maybe i've just too much hope, too much faith, too much trust. you were the last hope, but now, well, it's not that bad. at least, everything seems like such a complete 'package' now. all things just have to come together.
i think this is my last attempt to talk to him again. i just wanted to make everything clear, and ya... rang wo zi ji si le na tiao xin. sok said this just shows that we're "too hard-headed to quit". maybe. i didnt want to quit, but i dont think i have that choice. it takes 2 hands to clap, and the other hand just refused to even move a bit. i'll always be willing to help, if you ever allow me to. that were my last words for him, a friend, to me. always.
i guess it's time to stop putting everyone together and think of them separately.
i finally understand why people just want to stay away from others. i finally understand why some people just like to be alone. i finally understand why some people are always so defensive. it hurts when the people that you have come to learn to care, and the ones that took a knife and slashed everything into 2, returning whatever that you've given back to you, as if it has never happened before.
i've gotten back my piece of puzzle, but it's always there if you'll ever pick it up again.
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
muahahahhaa! i've found the best picture for my blog! hahaha... a picture of myself! =P haha.. like this photo so much! all thanx to tiffy that i can upload that. =)
yeyeyeyyeyyy!!! hahaha.... sok said i must be prepared that my tagboard will be flooded. well, it's ok.... i shuang jiu hao le =P
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
was supposed to update this entry like about a week ago on the 7th august, but as usual, doe to the same reason that my com just doesnt allow me to update, i just have to put this on hold.
was at bec's house for our usual gathering!! anyway, we didnt cook this time, bec's mum catered food for us... so hao!!! =)
i met up with xuan before going to bec's house cos that woman wants to go shopping =) hahaha.. just went to westmall for a while... that woman also a bit poor thing now cos she's staying in hall now, so she hardly gets out of her little world called NUS. hahaha... and even if she's free, i think she'll be too lazy to get out of there also lahz... hahaha... bee already had plans to go to her room to rot if she had long breaks in the middle. hahaa... zhen shi zhu!!!
hahaha... really enjoyed myself, the usual people were all there... hahaha... anyway, the whole it was so hilarious... as usual lahz... i was the terror, haha... and all of them like rushing to reincarnate like that... haha... kept saying things to offend me, then they will take turns saying.. " ni hao shang lu le.." haaha... it was fun lahz... just like the old time =)
anyway, bec's house is so shuang... but cos now she'd moved to a condo, the place is much smaller then her old house... but it's still as fun.. hahah... all of us were watching final destination 2 together... and you should look at the faces of all of them... hahah.. everyone wanted to take photos with each other, and yet they were all so distracted by the show =) hahaha... kiam was taking a picture with dont know who, then just when yihua was about to take, her eyes strayed to the tv, absolutely distracted in her disgusting pose... hm... should have asked yihua to just snap it... i think kiam will commit murder than and there!!! hahaha!actually wanted to stayover, but then no one's staying out, so i went home too... felt so tired leyz... dont know why also... hahaha...
i think there was once when i was there that i laughed till my stomach cramp for certain reasons lahz... anyway, yien got attacked by xuan and i, cos he said the wrong things at the wrong place. hahah! he was just sitting beside xuan lorz.. when he made a commet about xuan, think he really deserves it lorzz... =P
cant really remember what qiujie and i were laughing about, and he fell off bec's waterbed. i think the bed plays a part too, cos it's like wobbly and stuffs, and he just fell off after laughing too hard =P it was really hilarious. he even make a pose for me to take his picture with bec's and kinabin's new digicam =) hahaha.... in the end, it was sze chao who managed to pull him out. hahaha... he was soooo super stuck there, and he cannot get himself out without another person's help. hehee =P
hm... lalala... shall upload the nice nice photos =)
qiujie stuck with that miserable position =P
almost all of us who were there are inside except for emily, cos she came late =)
our usual couple, and for once, they are not wearing the same coloured shirts. =X
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
hm... in bec's house now... hahaha.. using her new laptop.. it's actually quite nice to use... even the keyboard doesnt feel like the others which i'm not really comfortable in using... hahaha... i love this laptop of hers... think i'll get one too =P
it's been such a long time since i last update and now, i dont really remember what has been going on for the missing days. well, went to watch the fireworks at esplanade with wei, celest and yien... we were so dat glam, sitting at the field there... ok... shall try and go online when i'm at home, then i can get the photos from wei =)
hm... a bit regret that i didnt join min they all after that, would have enjoy watching my yan xing shu!!! but it's ok lahz....
i think the comment that i made when i was with celest and company was so true lor... hahaha... i didnt even realise until wei reminded us. =P hahahaha.... i think it's funny too, the way it was put =)
hm... bec is playing her FF now... and te kiam is like so amused over it.. hahaha! hm.. think bec's house is a super nice place to slack =P hahahaa... so shuang... now sitting on her waterbed and using her laptop, feel so 'wobbly' at times... hahaha... yupz... going swimming later... waiting for jac to come first =) hm... actually supposed to go studying with pau they all, but then long time never swim and never see jac le, so i didnt go to tiff's house. anyway, tiff's house is so near to bec's... but i dont think i'll be able to bring myself over... hehe.... =P
hm... ok.. shall go check my mails or something le....
Sunday, August 08, 2004
-sighz- tried so hard not to fall asleep in my biz computing class.. so dozing on and off ah.. cant take it. the lecturer is really BORING. half the class was trying to doze off, and there were a lot others who went to the next room to slack there and surf the net.
went off during the break. that was the max that i can take. well, i wasnt the only one, not that i was proud of it. met up with tiff, aston, paul and sok for lunch. met wendy in the cafeteria too. muahahah... she's so diaoz lahz.. anyway, she was trying to look for me, cos she wanted to pass me some food, but she doesnt have my number... muahahah.. so no food for me today =(
i just boiled 8 eggs. supposed to meet egg mayo tomorrow for the sentosa outing. well, i think it's more like a picnic lorz.. considering the amount of food that we'll be bringing. muahaha.. but i like ah =P i hope that 8 eggs is more then enough. think i should just go and sleep soon. have to meet izzy at 9 at the ntuc tomorrow, to buy more food and then we'll be cooking them in my house before meeting the rest at harbourfront. -diaoz- am praying really hard that i'll be able to wake up in time. *yawnz*
till than.....
Friday, August 06, 2004
hm... yey! it's finally friday! soooooooooo happy! but it also means that another week has passed and i'm just closer to my deadline for my OB assignment =( but nonetheless, i've been waiting for tomorrow for what seems like forever!!! =)
ok... i cant really remember what time i'm supposed to meet the rest tomorrow, but i dont think it really matters too... was planning to go to bec's house early to swim. ok... and so i'm also in charge of buying the drinks, think i'll just buy syrup. lalala... hm... not bbq-ing anymore, cos bec didnt manage to book the bbq pits AGAIN! hm... she said that her mum is just going to cater food for us... felt so bad, cos we're going over to her house to use her facilities and stuffs, and her mum is spending money on us.. -_- well, dont really know the exact attendance but i think most of us have been waiting for this gathering for ages cos the date kept changing. hmrpf! no more changing this time! =P
went for my DISC personal analysis test. hehe... oh... the result is different from the one that i did in j1, although it's not that BIG a difference. i'm now a IDS. hahaha... with my I still almost coming to a full. hm... i've got a S this time, sort of expected it anyway with everything going around me. i was the only sem 1 student for that course lor... the rest were either sem 5 or sem 6 seniors... haaha.. and only shang tyng and i were I. so diaoz... then the 2 of us were quite noisy too... =P
hm.. ok.. better pay attention in computing class now.. it's not that bad.. lala.. hmz... i'm just waiting for tomorrow..... =) can see muzhu... think she's too stress le... received her sms yesterday and she sounded so uptight and stressed... haiz... my poor muzhu... lalala... just cant wait to see her... lala.. tao would be going too... think we'll take lots of photos!!! hehehe! =P lalala...
Xiu Xiu Xiu - Ocean Ou
摄氏三十五度 我不再回顾 想你在他的怀里
应该幸福 我该祝福 冷得我想哭 不能哭
傻到什么程度 我心里有数 最后一口啤酒无所谓
酸或苦 能笑着送你走 就满足 很满足
看着天上乌云 满满 排山倒海 这夏季第一场雨
迎面而来 当结局不能改 我又何必躲开
没什么值得大惊小怪 就淋个痛快
听风 咻-咻-咻-嘲笑我的爱 就像感情的备胎
只在旁边喝采
你别问why why why 我一直都在
你有很好的未来 再痛我也说all right
当风 咻-咻-咻-送走我的爱 街边路灯一整排
低着头为谁默哀
是天在 cry cry cry 我的笑还在
有天他不能依赖 你怀念我外套口袋
告诉我 我随时 stand by
Qi Li Xiang - jay chou
窗外的麻雀 在电线杆上多嘴
你说这一句 很有夏天的感觉
手中的铅笔 在纸上来来回回
我用几行字形容你是我的谁
秋刀鱼 的滋味 猫跟你都想了解
初恋的香味就这样被我们寻回
那温暖 的阳光 像刚摘的鲜艳草莓
你说你舍不得吃掉这一种感觉
雨下整夜 我的爱溢出就像雨水
院子落叶 跟我的思念厚厚一迭
几句是非 也无法将我的热情冷却
你出现在我诗的每一页雨下整夜
我的爱溢出就像雨水
我接着写 把永远爱你写进诗的结尾
你是我唯一想要的了解
那饱满 的稻穗 幸福了这个季节
而你的脸颊像田里熟透的蕃茄
你突然 对我说 七里香的名字很美
我此刻却只想亲吻你倔强的嘴
雨下整夜 我的爱溢出就像雨水
院子落叶 跟我的思念厚厚一叠
几句是非 也无法将我的热情冷却
你出现在我诗的每一页
整夜我的爱溢出就像雨水 窗台蝴蝶
像诗里纷飞的美丽章节 我接着写
把永远爱你写进诗的结尾 你是我唯一想要的了解
lalal... first day of official school, well, i'm a bit excited lahz. =)
hahaha... was supposed to meet tiff and paul together with sok for lunch. but as usual, the both of us super cannot make it lahz.. late again. well, i was busy trying to upload the steamboat photos as i had promised izzy. she has been waiting for me to update that entry since yesterday night, and if i dont update it by morning, i think she's going to murder me when she sees me on tuesday. =X
had my first lecture on business computing. oh my!! it's really boring lorz.. i think everyone is almost dozing off... sok also k.o-ed for half of it lorz... and i was trying so damn hard to keep myself awake by scribbling away... muahaahah... hope tomorrow's lab tutorial will be better. if not, i can faint ah... =P
ok.. supposed to meet up with my og tomorrow... hahaha... shall decide what to do after i meet them lahz... lalalaal...
anyway... hey freneyz! please dont forget about the sentosa outing on the coming thursday. supposed to meet at harbout front at 11. er... we shall all try to be punctual, shall we? =X
**
thanx for that...
i seriously didnt know that i needed that until you reminded me.
maybe i needed some encouragement unknowingly.
though i was surprised that it came from you,
but nonetheless, i'm really grateful.
Thursday, August 05, 2004
"Forever."
"Forever ever."
"Cross your heart."
"Cross heart."
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hm... tiff sent me some character analysis thingy... hahaha... shall paste the results here.. =)
GENERAL LIFE: ESFUs approach life with energy and enthusiasm. They are outgoing, warm-hearted people for whom material comfort and enjoyment are a high priority. They tend to be generous with their feelings and their possessions. ESFUs live very full lives. They have a great sense of humour and can make others laugh. They seek harmony with others and avoid conflict if they can. ESFUs seek variety in life and enjoy new experiences, learning as they go. They seldom plan ahead, preferring a flexible spontaneous approach.
LOVE LIFE: Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, ESFU's ideal partner is the ISTS, or the ISFS. WORK LIFE: Typical ESFU
Career Paths: Artist/Actor, Sales Representative, Counselors/Social Work, Child Care, Designer, Interior Decorator,Photographer, Veterinarian, Child Care Provider, Athletic Coach,Musician,Teacher, Medical Practitioner, Public Relations Specialist.
i think it's ok lahz... not everything is true... but there are definitely some truths in it =)
hm... i seriously cant remember what i've been doing for the past few days... that's the problem of having a lousy computer... it makes me too lazy to go online to update my blog =(
anyway, wanted to go down to tp on tues for qq's film thingy.. cos yan asked me to go... but because i have to go see the doctor at night under my mum's company =P she couldnt take it anymore lahz... so she personally dragged me to go see the doctor... lalalalal.... hm.. i think it's not a bad thing that i didnt go down, it only lasted for about an hour? hehee.... all the way down for only an hour, i think i will faint lorz... =X
hm... lalala... went shopping with linda, min and sok yesterday =) from bugis to far east. hahaha... bought a pair of shades and a bag... shucks! i think shades are going to be my next obssession like ear-rings... oh no! -sighz- but i have to control, cos i need to save money... i want to save money... ya... i've been like talking about this dont know since when right? -sighz-
hm... wanted to do my biz stats yesterday night... but wah.... CMI ah! i dont know a lot of things of those fundamental stuffs!!! all the theories and stuffs... i'm just better at the usual calculation part =( dead... think i have a lot to read!!
anyway, the OB assignment is extended for another week... but i think i'm still gonna be so dead. i dont even know where and how i should begin. goner!
well, shall see how... better finish this quickly and go for my "disc extended" course... lalala.... =)
just waiting for saturday to come...... =)
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Notice
1. there's an og(Hades) gathering on tuesday, 6 july. meeting at 2pm in town.
2. there's a 'big mouths' gathering on 24 july, saturday!!! it's not bbq or steamboat horz... those who wanna contribute in the cooking, please contact becca and meet on that day at gombak mrt control station at 1pm. we're going to becca's place as usual... but it's not longer at bt panjang =) hehe!
Monday, August 02, 2004
hm... didnt have much sleep lately for the past 2 nights... *yawnz* i'm soooooo tired now =( well, i'm currently at this com lab 5.30 to update my blog... muahahaa... what to do? my com is seriously in deep shit. do you know that my mum wasted an hour on my com trying to get into her hotmail account yesterday night? she almost murdered me... heheh... but it's not as though i want this lorz, i also dont know what happen to my dearest com. i've decided to format my com, hope that it's not a wrong decison... oh well, it's time to just forget and erase whatever that is in there, and THAT includes my 1000++ mp3s and about 200 video clips and mtvs =( -sighz- everything will just have to go....
i almost just gave up on coming for today's OB lecture. it's such a nice weather to sleep!!!! and i have to wake up so early to come to school, it's not as though the OB lecture is of much help. COMPLETELY A WASTE OF TIME! i dont even know why i bother.... it's not as though i cant read whatever that she had said from the book. anyway, she's not saying things that i cant get from the book. ARGH! and she's too crappy. well, i dozed off halfway =X
ok... i just had my statz lec. for once, i feel useful =) at least i know what the lecturer is talking about. binomial and poisson distribution =) yey! hm... it seriously feels good when you know how to do something. oh!!! and the deadline for the OB assignment has been extended for another week =)))))))))))) -sighz- but this also means that i have more time to slack AGAIN! =(
hm.... feel so tired now.. shall just finish updating whatever i need to update and go home and sleep first before i have to make my way for my piano class. =( hm.. -dead- i've not practiced at all for the whole week. shitz..... hope that it'll not make too much of a different =(
went for my granduncle's funeral yesterday. hm... i think it's not that bad that he has passed away, it's not that i dont like him or anything. he's a nice granduncle =) but cos he has been sick for so long, and he can no longer eat but survive on just jabs and medication, so i feel that maybe this is better for him. hm.. -sighz- it's saddening to see my granduncles and grandfather so sad... suddenly, just feel that my grandpa looked so much older =(
well, i've not seen such a grand funeral. there were so many people. 7 buses of people in total. and cos he's the eldest among the brothers in the family, so all the relatives came including the younger generation. hm... anyway, i cant help but feel that it's not really like a funeral. i mean, it's so packed and crowded, so noisy, and the flower wreaths that friends and relatives ordered looked much like those for wedding and shops' opening ceremony then for a funeral. can still remember the first day i went, the first thing out of my mouth when i alighted from the bus was " WAH!" hm... anyway, my uncle told me that there were more then 200 flower wreaths... hm.. i wonder how are they going to dispose of them after everything. luckily, uncle harry wanted all the flower stands so that he can recycle them, so he's in charge of the disposal of all the flowers. hm.... didnt know that i actually had a nephew which is like sec 3 or 4 now. hm.... soooooooo big already. hahha... -sighz- but it's not unusual also lahz... lalala...
hm... it's late now... better be fast and get myself out of this place and make my way home =) lalalal.... CELEST!!!!! see you soon!
